Another corner: Junior study. I get a pain in my tummy in sympathy with the "wind" I
used often to suffer from during the hour and half of evening prep. "Mother Lenahan!" I
hear myself exclaim, "Sitting up here on a raised desk." "She was fierce," conies a
rejoinder. "Lenny the Lion was," I remind the unknown companion, "but not Lenny the
Lamb."
"Oh, gosh, yes! Lenny the Lion and Lenny the Lamb! I'd forgotten'.' So had I. I
hadn't thought of those two elderly sisters who shared their vocation for how many years,
I wonder. They had sprung out at me from around yet another corner.
Past the sixth form common room and into la. There is nothing here to surprise. I have
carried the memories of that room around with me for nearly forty years, carefully
preserved. It was here that Miss Wood had set me my first grown-up essay on "My
Classroom", and corrected my assumptions that classrooms, and the education one
receives there are about getting good jobs, having successful careers and being rich and
famous.
It was she who taught me that education is about becoming a fully fledged
member of the human race. She was for me that one special teacher. Everyone should
have a Miss Wood.
I could write for pages about the moments of delight waiting round all the corners. The
moments when everyone around says,"Oh yes, that's right", and the moments, like when
I stood outside Sister Bernadette's Linen Room and recited the verse she used to pin on
the shirt-shaped hanky-bags she used to make:
"When your handkerchiefs are dirty
Put them in this little shirty
Pop them in and let them stay
'Till you send your wash away,"
which was met by a sea of blank faces. "Funny the things people remember," said one,
flatly. Funny indeed.
But it was when I returned to the Hall that the corners finally spiralled me into that vortex
of memory that allows for no space between past, present and future. It is duller, bleaker
and colder than I remember and yet exactly the same.
The great, grand anchor: O Crux
Ave Spes Unica - Hail, Cross, our only Hope.
Such Hopes! Such Crosses!
The place is
full of couches and contraptions for practising Chiropractic on, and little knots of people.
As I sit on the Stage Left steps I hear my own young voice assuming that of an old
woman "O My Legs! My Legs! That 'ill's finished 'em".
Lines from "The Boy with a
Cart" by Christopher Fry. This is not the first stage I have been on, this audience not the
first to confirm with its applause my feeling that this is where I come alive. This is
certainly where my career, if not my education begins.
The moment is too poignant. I
have to leave, to find my way back around the corners that will take me out of the
memory maze and into the present again.
Allison Hancock
Allison (Dorothy) left the Convent in 1969 and trained at the Bristol Old Vic Theatre School. She
works as a professional actress and as a teacher of Speech and Drama. Married to actor
Geoffrey Drew for twenty six years, they have 2 daughters.
She recently co-founded the Isleworth
Actors Company, where they live in West London.
Several people wrote or phoned to say that they were unable to attend. Some letters were displayed at the reunion but for those who did not manage to read them or were not present I reproduce extracts here.
Sister Mary Agnes (Norah Loftus) wrote from Cameroun
Dear Jean, Mary Brooks and all Boscombe Past Pupils,
As I cannot be with you for the Jubilee Year celebration, I thought I would write a few
lines to greet you all and to let you know I shall be united with you in spirit. I hope that
the gathering will exceed all your expectations and that it will be a most joyful occasion
filled with happy surprises and plenty of chatter and laughter.
I shall look forward to
having echoes when I receive the Newsletter that you so kindly send so faithfully to me.
Thank you for that.
We now have four houses in Cameroun, and I have transferred to the French speaking
part in Nkongsamba where we have opened a Novitiate. At present two young teachers
are novices here.
They followed their period of Postulancy in Bamenda with Sister
Catherine Morton as their guide. Happily, more young women are beginning their
formation, eager to follow Jesus as Sisters of Christ.
Our Communities here are
international. With me are two sisters from Madagascar, one from France and the two
Cameroonian novices, Victorine and Hilda. These two both came from Anglophone part
of Cameroon, but they have made great strides in speaking French.
However, for Divine
Office we alternate weekly - French/English so all have a chance to praise God in prayer
that is more familiar.
I send greetings especially to my class-mates and the boarders 1943/44, to all my "little" pupils in the Junior School 1950-59 and all my "charges" especially those of St Michael's Dormitory.
May God continue to bless each and everyone!
Affectionately,
Sr Mary Agnes
(Norah Loftus)."
Sister Margaret Scott thanked Jean for the invitation to the reunion but she would be "on
business of the congregation" in the USA at that time.
Sister Margaret wrote - "Please
convey to everyone my apologies and my very good wishes for the reunion. You will all
be very much in my thoughts and prayers."
Sister Bernardine wrote from Rome sending her best wishes to all at the reunion and
expressing her regret at not being able to be present. The full letter was read out at the
reunion.
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